The End

I started blogging in February of 2005. I began with a fiber blog--a place to share what I was doing with knitting, spinning, dyeing and weaving. And then a few weeks later I started this one. This was a place that I intended to share the other creative side--scrapbooking, art journaling, ATCs, and just assorted thoughts about living.

But in the last year my blog has become the place that I get on periodically to apologize for not blogging regularly.

I am at a different place now.

I have the studio and it is successfully plugging along. A great deal of my creative energy is going into photography and being a successful business owner. And it has been very satisfying.

Many good things have come out of this. One thing is that when I am home, I have learned to be AT HOME. If I am at the studio I work and am thinking work. But when I get home, I am truly with my family. Not distracted with business thoughts. Not busy on the computer. Not even tucked away in my craft room scrapping. But sitting at the counter talking with whomever is making supper, playing Dance Dance Revolution with the girls, or just sitting and watching TV with Eric and the kids.

And it has been great! This has fed my soul so deeply and filled with with such happiness and joy.

I have been torn because I have friends on line that I want to keep in touch with. But sometimes I feel like trying to blog and do all this on line stuff is taking me away from THIS life. And THIS is the only one I have. I really feel like I need to stop feeling guilty about not blogging and just live the life I am in, the one I choose and the one that God wants me too. Sometimes you do have to choose between 2 good things. It's not always one good thing and one bad thing. As I have been making the decision to keep blogging or not, I've felt really bad about giving this up. I have loved having this place to write and these wonderful friends to write to. It has gotten me through some difficult times. And every person has been a real blessing to me. But I don't feel like I have something to say right now. I haven't for months. And it is silly to pay the annual fee to do nothing but apologize for  not having more to say.

But I am at a new place in my life. This chapter has to end.

Feel free to email me at any time. I do want to keep in touch with my friends! This has been wonderful! My wish for all of you, all of us, is that we can live the life we are meant to live and be blessed and fulfilled--no matter where that path is taking you--God speed!

Comments

[Jules]

the blog will be missed, but I am so *right* there with you.

[Leah]

Will miss the blogging you! It's been fun, inspiring, real... :)

Wishes for all that good stuff backatcha, E! xoxo!

[Traci]

I will miss you and your family.

[Sabrina]

I sensed this time was coming based on your earlier comments. I'm so happy that your business is going well and that you're at this fabulous chapter in your life - ENJOY!!!

[Sara]

I was a frequent lurker,rarely commented but I will miss you and the glimpse into your family life. I loved your pictures and seeing all your lovely childre. Good for you for making a choice and starting the next chapter in your book of life. I just want to tell you also how much I enjoyed your scrapbook talent. Your pages always touched me. I remember a layout you did about getting ready for Thanksgiving dinner that paralled your Mother's illness. Very touching. Thanks for all you shared.
Cheers
Sara

[Heather]

I totally understand E and will miss your blog! Miss YOU! ;)

[Steph]

I totally understand!!!! It doesn't mean that I won't miss your blog, though. You've been a huge inspiration to me and I wish you all the best. And if you're ever in South Bend, let me know. :)

[Andrea Amu]

Ohhh, you know how much I enjoy you, Elizabeth! You have ALWAYS been one of my favorite scrappers and I totally miss seeing your work! But, I too understand the importance of family! Take care, you! ;)

[Tracey P.]

Hi Elizabeth! Sorry to hear you are ending your blog. I have always enjoyed your stories and "ramblings" : ) even though I haven't always commented. Best of luck to you and I'm very happy that your business has become such a success! Take care!

Tracey P.